Wednesday, February 08, 2006
this is my number 445 post.. i regret to say its gonna be a sad and fustrated post..
ok some of the people may see me as the third party... i wouldnt deny NOR admit im one. cos there are different views on it. however... those who are prejudiced against me has definitely not been understanding on the other side of the story... and have not thought deep enough into this situation nor stand in my shoes before. and im NEVER going to beg for sympathy or stuff like that, cos i'm not acting against my conscience and dignity.
i'm happy with my life right now.. being open about my relationship with gabriel is definitely not a wrong choice.. when i used to keep mum about it, SOME of u guys blamed me for being a traitor or stuff like that. now i'm open about this, SOME of u guys are still pissed. so whatever, carry on the way u want things to be like, i wouldnt care about it anymore..
AND IF U HAPPEN TO SEE THIS, REMEMBER: IF U HAVE ANY DISAGREEMENTS WITH ME AND MY CHARACTER, TELL ME STRAIGHT. yeah, people who use unfavourable situations to shoot back at me irritates me A LOT as well.
im not a perfect person, but im not shy to admit this fact... in fact im not a very good friend to SOME of u guys.. but have u ever been true to me as well? ask yourself bah.. if u give this friendship up, den ive nothing to say BUT, i'll accept it.
don't say that i chose guys over friendship, but the fact is that even if i left him right now this moment, the flaw will forever be there and the way u look at me will never change. so remember, anything unhappy with me just talk to me. i think things will be better off this way.. den putting your mask on in school.
-when are you
coming back? ;
